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emerson81304
Feb 21, 20243 min read
Music - the balm for my soul
I sit staring at a blank page, terrified. The chance to create something meaningful or funny or touching with the power of words....
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emerson81304
Sep 16, 20231 min read
The HOT minute update
Hey, it’s been a while. I wish my update was sunshine and rainbows, but alas it’s still the year 2023 and it’s been hell. I am try8ing...
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emerson81304
Mar 20, 20232 min read
A New Definition of Pain
This is not a light post, and therefore not a light episode. Please be aware as I do not want to hurt others. Pain as I have never felt...
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emerson81304
Feb 13, 20231 min read
Meet Crackhead - aka my oldest child.
Motherhood is weird. Meet my mini. This is a conversation between myself and my oldest child. This weeks isn’t a blog so much as an...
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emerson81304
Jan 24, 20234 min read
Birthday trauma and my mother.
Heavy. Trauma. Mothers. A birthday like every other birthday, one with childhood traumas and bad memories. Where did the hurt come from,...
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emerson81304
Jan 13, 20233 min read
Accountability. Yea I know.
Accountability. When I say accountability, I am accountable to myself, for me and my actions. I believe we are all accountable to...
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emerson81304
Sep 13, 20222 min read
When it hits.
It being symptoms. I am relatively stable, but that doesn't mean the traumas I grew up with and abandonment issues don't slip in...
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emerson81304
Aug 22, 20221 min read
Investment - In self
I am about to do some hard things. Hard for me things that is. I am about to invest money in myself for myself. I am not talking about my...
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emerson81304
Aug 18, 20221 min read
The Start of one more thing
There is nothing more daunting or exciting then a blank canvas or a blank page. Seriously. A blank canvas or blank page with nothing can...
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emerson81304
Feb 5, 20225 min read
Accumulating Odds and Ends
Keywords: Bipolar, Collections, Obsessions. It’s a defining characteristic of mine. That very few people know about. Most people buy one...
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emerson81304
Feb 4, 20223 min read
Rationalizations and Explanations
Creating a blog is harder than it used to be. I am a Gen X to give an age range. You used to be able to just write, now I need a website...
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emerson81304
Feb 3, 20222 min read
Mental - Emerson vs Bipolar - the intro
I am mental. I've got the medical papers and prescriptions to prove it. Keywords: Bipolar, Anxiety, PTSD, ADHD - Neurodivergent Creative....
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